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The “Movie” love story that became a reality.
So here’s a story of a man and a girl falling in love. When they meet, the girl thinks guy is Kool and guy is amazed by girls thoughts, movements, and features. Ok let’s say for now, the girl is Sierra and the guy is John. So John and sierra met through their best friend Cody, and we’re attracted to each other. Cody would always watch them seeing how blind they were to their simple flirting and huge attraction to one another until on night Sierra and Cody are waving bye to John and Cody says to Sierra, marry John. Sierra is confused and Cody says John is looking for a girl exactly like you and you are looking for a guy just like him, marry him. And a few days later Cody said the same to John, Sierra and John being oblivious to it before, realize they are slowly falling in love. So the next few months continue to be the fun they always have and one night while roller skating with Cody and Mertle(another friend who loves Cody) while saying bye John pulls Sierra back, kissing her for the first time Sierra walks away not knowing what to say, smiling. This was the first of few but many more kisses. Every one being beautiful and meaningful. There was a problem in Cody an sierras attraction, a forbbiden love, meant to be, but blocked by law and parents. Sierra’s mother started to see the attraction between the two and after a month took sierra’s journal, read of their first kiss and how she loves Cody an mother was infuriated so she called Cody’s mother who picked up John an Cody and to them how stupid they were for letting Sierra and John like each other and that John can not have any contact with Mertle and may not ever see or have any contact with Sierra ever again. Sierra finds out days later and takes it strong but is heart broken. Weeks later after secretly talking to John, He comes to Sierras play and sees her hugging her for so long not letting her go until he is forced to, later that night when Sierra was at a get toghether with friends she had to leave but with no ride home so John picked her up and they spent the night looking at stars and catching up, weeks after, Sierra sees John picking up Cody on the day Cody was soposed to hang out with Sierra, and she begins to cry, Cody not allowing her to even say hi to John, Mertle, sierras bestfriend gets pissed at cody and for the next couple months Mertle supports Sierra and johns secret love, helping them secretly see each other every so often. The four of them go to a creek and spend a day forgetting about all stresses just haveing an awesome time together. Everyday John and Sierra fell more and more in love and they were sad to not see each other as often a they want but they had a plan, once Sierra was done with school, her and Cody would move to the hillside into johns house to be with each other and Mertle would possibly come as well. They were all the wry closest of friends anyone could be.
One day Sierra was walking to practice with David and he tells her for her own good to forget about John and Sierra is so confused after all her amazing times with him and such strong feelings for each other, what could be wrong? David asks if Sierra wants him to tell her softly or bluntly, sierra says be blunt, and David says “Mertle fucked John”.
Sierra couldn’t believe what she heard and didn’t, so after practice she told Cody what David said and Sierra called Mertle and asked if it was true and Mertle said she would never do that to her best friend sierra knowing how much she loves John and Sierra believed her, so she called John, John laughed and denied it as well, swearing he would never lie to Sierra. The next day at school many people came up to Sierra saying they are so sorry and there for her, Sierra says it can’t be true and David later says that Mertle sat a bunch of people down at a table and told them she had sex with John. Sierra and Cody were confused not wanting to believe it. That day after practice, Sierra gets a call from John asking her to tell him as soon as her mom leaves so her can come over and tell her something she needs to hear in person. When sierras mom leave he comes over and Sierra sits in the car with him knowing its all true but still not wanting to believe it, and John tell Sierra that the rumors are true and he knows she hates him and he’s so sorry and hates himself an his biggest fear was to hurt Sierra and he started to cry just barely. Sierra stayed quiet and calm, too hurt to speak but when John spoke of Sierra hating him she snapped, stared at him and said she could never hate him, that she can’t even hate her ex boyfriend who beat and raped her and she is still in love with that boy, she could never hate John no matter how hurt she is, and the was the only time she was able to look him in his eyes, she told him that she knows who he really is and that his mistakes to define who he is, she sees him just the same just that he has hurt her so deeply, she says that her and Cody wouldn’t be so hurt if he would have told the truth without Lieing to sierra, she trusted him and he lied, he knows that’s where he went wrong and he said he panicked, he tells her he regrets it and is so sorry an speaks of how beautiful and amazing Sierra is but says he’s not trying for points he just needs her to know that everyday she inspires him and amazes him and she is so smart amazing and not stupid, Sierra says she knows she’s not stupid and that he can regret this now, beat himself up about it but in a few years he will realize that this happened for a reason and something better will come out of it, she told him that Regrets are the things you don’t do, not the things you do do. John told her how amazingly strong she is and how she’s sitting there so strong and she tells him how she has processed and analyzed the situation but not fully accepted it so she can speak to him as if this happened to some other girl he liked and she is giving him advice as a friend because she is his best friend before she is the one who loves him. She tells him that after everything she’s already been through its just more pain she will put away to deal with another time an he said that she is the last person to deserve this and he hates himself for it. John asks Sierra how she is so strong everyday. She tells him that everyday she wakes up with a headache, and I matter how many bad things their are in life, if there’s more bad then good, she focuses on the few good and she smiles, so that everyday there is something to smile about, just taking one day at a time, hobos wake up everyday and live with nothing to live for but themselves and the simple fact that they are still alive. There is always a reason to be happy, and keep going. John tells her how much she inspires him and amazes him and she says it’s just how she thinks. He saids from day one he saw that amazement in her. After talking just a little longer, John has to go to night school so he hugs Sierra do tightly anddrives away telling her it’s amazing how she can still have that beautiful smile on her face. Behind that smile was a shattered heart. Such a big shattered heart. For the rest of the night Sierra is so angry she rants to Cody on the phone, to hurt and confused to cry, Mertle texted Sierra saying she’s sorry and begging for the chance I explain, but Mertle is about it and dramatic so sierra tells her to stop acting like its the end of the world and grow the fuck up. The next day Mertle acts like she couldn’t care less and doesnt have the balls to talk to Cody or Sierra. That day after scho Sierra was going to go home with Cody but John picked Cody up so Sierra was going to get a ride with her friend Lucy but Cody and John came back and picked her up, Cody was going to ask John if the affair was more than once but John wouldn’t turn the music down. Sierra sat with her sunglasses on hiding her eyes, sitting quietly the whole ride, and when cost and Sierra were dropped off at Cody’s, she said bye and walked away. Cody and Sierra had a heart to heart about everything, and Sierra tells Cody she might have a sickness inside her that she will die from and they begin to cry and Sierra apologizes for not telling him days ago when she found out he says it’s fine it just matters that she here now and they hold each other forever untie Sierra stops crying and they play piano and laugh together. The next day, John texts Sierra asking her how she is and simple questions and eventually stops texting back. That night Sierra goes to a play about a forbidden love story where they fall in love and never see each other again and Sierra comes home and balls her eyes out. Sierra wants to scream at Mertle feeling so betrayed and hurt by her bestfriend, Mertle knowing out of anyone how much Sierra loves John, Sierra knew Mertle made the first move. She knew Mertle pushed the opportunity and took advantage of johns mental unstableness. But they both did it and Sierra was so hurt and confused and disappointed she didn’t know what to do, she couldn’t believe that in a movie when “the best friend fucks the boyfriend” would happen in real life to herself. The next day, sierra spent the day with Cody, they had a great day and all other questions about the affair remained a mystery with no point in needing to just be hurt more.
So Sierra was heart broken as well as Cody who looked up to John as an older brother and Cody also though her was in love with Mertle but found out he wasn’t because of how much hate he now had for her, he knew he truly loved John as a brother because after that he can’t help but still love him, and the same goes for Sierra. But Cody and Sierra are still closer than ever being practically the same exact person, saying, doing the same things, going through the same things, and being with each other and there for each other 24/7 and that’s all they need. :) there’s hearts will be fixed another day
R.I.P. Kaevonne Davis<3
Known this kid since I was 5, love him so dearly, love his beautiful family so much, can’t imagine what they’re going through, too in shock to say anything more than never give up, just keep moving there’s ALWAYS a reason to keep going and to all my friends and everyone else I’m always here for you no matter who you are, you are loved
